Some day I'm going to kill myself.
And if anyone whose job or goal was to "know" me says they are surprised, if they look to one another and shake their heads and ask why or what happened, I shall be very disappointed in them. I will turn the locks of the Pearly Gates on them.
Because I've given them every opportunity and left every possible clue.
How is one supposed to deal with people who refuse to listen or to see?